Hello lovely people,

I assume everyone is doing super fine? Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, I wish you all the best. Another year has come, and the birth of New Year was celebrated by watching movies on my laptop and falling asleep on the sofa. I have no mood at all to give it a fancy welcome. I am after all, what you would pretty mediocre. Since when hanging around me is a fun thing to do? YOU answer me. I find myself to be pretty boring too. Too uptight. I think too much about what people say about me. Isn’t that so?

Well, well, for those who visited this, you might be someone I know, I mean, I am a personal blogger, I don’t blog about gadgets or current issues. I do rant A LOT though. And cowardly saying, if I have some sort of official complaint, I’d rather do it anonymously than to post it here. Well, back to my point earlier, if you’re not new, you should know better than taking my blog post personally. I blog about random stuff that popped on my head, NOTHING is planned.

I still adore the same thing, JPOP, KPOP, Indie band, Ueda Tatsuya --- that is if you simply put it in general but hey, my selection is much more universal than what your forever judging mind might think. Sure, people will LABEL me as a Korean lover whatsoever. But I really am just a girl with an addictive personality. I stick to one thing until I became terribly bored then, I move on to the next one. I can’t multi task at all!

Sure I adore cute cuddly stuff.

And at this point of actually ‘growing up’ I became more interested in beauty products. Not because it will make me look beautiful but more like, an investment to myself after a hard tiring day/week. I am not that hyped to stick to a routine. I dislike routines! I am more of a ‘heart’ person. I do things randomly.

So now! *clap hands together* have you guys listed your New Year Resolution yet? Not that the year is still new. HAHA. To be honest, I haven’t did mine. I usually have resolutions for fun. Not much of a use if you ask me. INSTEAD, I made this one list called 100 things I love. I mean I sure love a lot of things and 100 is pretty…Hmmm. But trust me, once you start listing it, you have no idea what to include. It’s easier to make a ‘100 things I dislike/hate’ instead.

It’s the first week of moving into the residential college, I have a new room! Yeay! I had trouble with my room earlier but thanks to Eyan who helped me a lot when I am moving in. First day of this semester was okay. I met a few awesome friends. I tried to be friendly but I am not sure if I am being paranoid or a lot of people seem not to be fond of me. I tried saying Hi to a friend I used to be close to but well, after a few attempts, I gave up. I mean, she might be comfortable with the circle she’s with now. To be honest, I really want to talk to her again, maybe things won’t be the same but it’s better than not talking at all, right? Also, it’s getting terribly awkward in the class. I don’t know why but people don’t really talk to me like they used to? I was wondering where did it all go wrong but I guess I’ve tried to solve it. I tried. I never have enough courage to do extreme stuff. Honestly I might break down and cry (since nowadays it’s really easy to get me cry over stuff). I get emotional and all. So I think its stress. I will enjoy this new semester, that’s what I am promising myself. I usually keep everything to myself because I have no one to talk to, or if I do have someone to talk to it’s either just an inappropriate and awkward thing to discuss with that person OR they are just aren’t interested enough to hear me out till I’ve finished ranting everything. Whether its love or friendship, moving on is the hardest thing to do.

The RESCO dissolution will takes place tomorrow. I am pretty much in this state à :’)

I have little to say, let’s just say, I discovered and experienced many things during my two semesters as a RESCO member. Specifically as a block captain of the F4 block, the harmonious block ever. I’ve experienced other blocks and there’s no place like F4. And the view from my room when I was a block captain has a great sunrise and sunset scenery (not that you can see the sun but yeah). It’s F4/58. It’s a great room. That’s where I lost my broadband too due to my carelessness. To whoever that’ll be staying there. It’s a great room… it’s just a bit.. hot. Hehe.

Also, I met the awesomely great people in RESCO. They have multiple personality and it’s their unique personality that makes them great. It’s a shame that I barely get along well with the male block captains cause I am *coughs* an awkward person with males. HEHE. If it weren’t for RESCO, I wouldn’t even talk to them in my uni year. :) I adore them all.

The one thing that I will miss a lot is.. The RESCO office. It’s like a home when I am homesick. A gateway from the boring hostel life and I can get free hugs whenever I want. HAHA.

I guess I’ll stop here. I am jobless, that explains why I have the time to update this blog. Well, actually I can use this free time of mine to revise or something but I’m too distracted to do so.

And OH! Have you watched TeenTop’s Crazy? ME love it. and also, T-ara’s lovey dovey. It’s a must see. :D

It’s December everybody.

So what’s on December? Well, December is basically a holiday month for students. Oh well, I wish December holiday covers all age group but then, this is how things work. If people stop working on December, then, holiday will be a really classic one. For example, we can’t even go anywhere because the plane ticket counter will be closed, no flight because the pilots are on a holiday. Supermarkets will be closed, so will other places such as hospitals and gas stations. So everyone will end up staying at home because the mall and cinemas wouldn’t be open. So will Diary Queen and Pizza Hut. Thankfully, that’s not the case.

Today is the seventh of December.

That means I have been through 3-4 days of holidays. I have to come back to the residential college for a short briefing and I have to prepare the files that would be handed down to the next block captains for further reference. And yes I still have a lot of work to do with that. I have to complete the reports by Friday. It has to be typed in Malay. That’s another headache.

My educational experience this semester isn’t the best I could ever recall. I love hanging out with friends in the office because that is the only place I can be without being stressed about anything else. Thinking that next semester there’ll be no office saddens me. It is a place which is closer and a lot like home. I think the residents should be provided with that kind of place. The reading room is far from comfortable for the residents to do their work. Moreover it is vital that they feel more like home when they are in the residential college. Being a resident, I know that it’s easy to get homesick. I wish the reading room will be carpeted. LOL.

Another thing is our trip to Kota Kinabalu, Malaysia! I really hope that it would be a great one. I wish to shop there like really shop there but my budget is limited. :( I used a lot of money when the allowance came out and mostly I use it for food and to treat my family and stuff for my brother’s small birthday party. Sigh. I am planning to get my driver’s license soon. So I have to save up to $500. I already have half of it. Hopefully I can get it at the end of February. I really want to stay less at the residential college and go home more.

sigh. Well, well, enjoy your holiday.

I am in a class called 'life' and yes, all of you are my classmates. A useful class that's conducted everyday with an invisible teacher. :)

you will never know who watched your back when you're 'a burnt cookie' and who are there for you only when you're all 'cupcakes and candies'. To know that, you have to learn it the hard way. You may think that you have friends but you don't know when they will turn their back on you. Do whatever pleases you as long as you hurt nobody. make people happy and you'll be happy too.

Do thank your real friends every now and then. It hurts to lose a precious friend that you thought was your friend but having real friends worth more than anything else.

So did you learn anything valuable from this class of ours?

I have a lot to discover though.

it’s a though world out there. <3

I don’t know, you might hear some rumors and you might think of me as a madam or being plain bitchy.. but who are you to judge me?

who are you to look at me with that disgusting expression and think that you know it all?

I may look mean to you but do you actually know the story behind it to judge me so badly.

not talking to me is a good choice of yours?

people being good in front of you, it doesn’t mean that they’d do that behind your back.

sooner or later I think you might as well taste what I am going through,

I am not blind and I can see hateful stares and judging eyes whenever I am with you guys.

I am a being that I can actually sense when I am not desired to be around.

I don’t have to hope that KARMA will bounce back at you guys when its time. because. IT will. DEFINITELY.

all time favorite.

I don’t know how many times I’ve mentioned this but yes, I like it.

VERY much.

enjoy :)

so much vids on it but I decided to use this.

and with that, I meant a lot of lines.

when something that you shouldn’t take seriously and something that should meant nothing ……… seems to be much more important than you thought it would be.

when it gets too deep.

when an endothermic reaction takes place.

it reminds me why I hate an exothermic reaction. it requires so much effort. and even a stable bond can be broken just in a jiffy. :(

going through the old blog….

I could say that I kinda like that self-absorbed forever ranting kid.

life’s different back then.

I think over here I finally get the hang of what they call a HYPOCRITE.

and I just LOOOVE HER! <3