I was back home for the weekend a few days earlier. that afternoon, I was so exhausted that I cant even drag myself to my block to pack up so I ended up going home with my laptop and wallet only. we had this fresher’s residential orientation going on that day so my day was a bit packed. now, back to what I intended to write; as you can see, the title might have given you some sort of rough idea on the craps that I am about to write.

I found my sky blue pre UNI planner somewhere between the stacked books and when I went through it I as like “oh god, I wish I would have done better” and like “how I miss those times”

there are birthdays, appointments, Japanese characters I was trying to memorise, mindmaps, past year questions,notes (mostly sociology but there’s some bio and chemistry), to do lists and some random stuff.

that is when I came across this:

list of things to be accomplished:

- run 4KM in a day

-lose 2KG

-do some sort of volunteering

-learn how to rollerblade

-play basketball with old mates

-appear in some sort of show

-learn how to skate

-learn how to swim

-go to Japan

-learn how to play guitar

-plant a tree

-get a driver’s license

-eat nothing but a chocolate based food for a day

-eat sushi for a day

-memorise 100 Japanese vocab

-go bowling

-go rockclimbing

-take kick boxing

-attend a Japanese tea ceremony

-movie marathon at the cinema for the whole day

-learn korean

-get a kimono

-go fishing

-write a fan letter

-send a fan mail

-plant a cute flower in a cute flowerpot

-scream at the beach

-get a part time job

-be a vegetarian for 58 days

-learn to play chess

-be spontaneous for a day

-try peking duck

-take 25 bright random pictures

-paint the room

-be a complete bimbo for a day. (????? what?)

-try surviving a day without saying “but” and “Tapi”

*I was supossed to write 100 stupid things but I ended up with only a few. hahaha

I also have a page with this heading: ROAD TO COMFORTABILITY AND TO AVOID THE DREAD OF HOME SICKNESS. I guess that was when I was about to move to residential college. I have this long list of stuff I should bring. like, LOL. and I was also reminded that I used to have this craze about pinafore.

I miss all those things. I wasn’t that innocent before, plain evil, you may call it. but I love the way I see life before.

now and then, its too different.

THE ONLY THING THAT I HAD A TASTE OF NOWADAYS ARE A BUNCH OF HIPPOCRITE. As well as people who claimed to live honestly but were nothing but a backstabber, bad mouther behind your back; they did that with a sweet smile on their face; reasoning for everyone’s actions as if they are the only non judging entity that are left on this planet. non-judging group, who do they think they are? who are they trying to fool? obviously, they did let the terrible things on their mind slip off… and show their true colours. but its amusing that they cover it up pretty well after that.

An act of kindness is truly deceiving. :)